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| 12:17am 20/10/2002 |
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Nicole: 750
Amanda: 150
Anthony: 300
Elie: 150
Kris: 250
Michelle: 250
Tracey: 550
Kristen: 50
Mrs. Durkin: 400
Seattlites and Olympians
Terry-150
Lily-300
Tom-250
Tabitha-100
No one took advantage of the last game...hmm, the new prize winning points challange is:
Call me and speak with a british accent...mwah
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| Friends say the darnest thigns! |
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| 11:03pm 19/10/2002 |
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Irresistable says:
why do you say that nobody will ever love you?
Dare mo minna naite iru says:
cause
look at me
I am ugly
and have had a guy
me...Anthony didnt want me and Daniel didnt want me
cause I am ugly
Irresistable says:
ehhhhhhhhh
I hate it when people say that
Human beings-we see the physical
I'm not gonna lie
But there are people who see the soul
How do you think people with downs sydrome marry?
Dare mo minna naite iru says:
I know there are...I am one of them, but I have yet to find a soul type for me
Irresistable says:
Then don't say that
ever
I never want to hear you say that
Dare mo minna naite iru says:
:: one tear :: thanks
Irresistable says:
Listen
good looking people get married all the time
All the time
it's physical
they like eachothers looks?
what about when they turn 50 and the sex is gone, they have wrinkles and all that fun stuff?
Or when they are young and one of them is in an accident and thier face gets ripped off?
what then?
Dare mo minna naite iru says:
hmm
Irresistable says:
They look at the soul
Dare mo minna naite iru says:
ya
Irresistable says:
I will no that I have found my right person when I do get my faced ripped off
or burned
or something
and I know they will love me
What I look like will not matter
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| Good Face, Pretty Smiles |
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| 09:29pm 15/10/2002 |
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Am I good enough?
For you to look at my face
Am I apart of the grace?
That you see when you look past me
Am I pretty enough
Am I your Adonis or what?
Am I your lust or your what
Am I anything that you can see?
Sometimes I feel like I am falling away
And when I fall, there is no time or space
All I feel is the air
As I fall through the sky
And when I hit the ground
I break down and cry
Am I pretty enough?
Is there something you can say?
To make my pain go away
To make love come into my heart
You stole away my purity and took away my faith
You stole away my innocence and put demons into grace
You pushed me from the heavens
You cause my inner shame
I hate you because you used me
And you still look past my face
Am I pretty enough?
Do I follow your whims?
Which Archetype do you think I am?
I am Anima, Animus, or a shadow
Am I pretty enough?
Do you believe me when I say...?
My soul was taken away
By a man with a hand for the abusive feats
Do I look like a star?
Brittany spears or Mars
Do I run through your mind?
Think of me all time
There's no need to lie
I don’t respect that thing
All I want is to be free
All I want is to sing
Am I pretty enough?
Will I learn to be free?
Or will I just sit here
And fall into a deep sleep
Far away from the world
Is this sleep that I want?
Is this sleep that I dream for?
Is this sleep that will bring me to him...?
Oh, take me now
My breaths are short and obscure
And all I want is to be
In your arms oh Jesus My King
Guess what I'm Pretty Enough
Even though you may not agree
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| My Sick Sad Story of a Love Lost and Torn |
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| 10:02pm 14/10/2002 |
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Hey Guys
I have been having a bad week. Well, a bad couple of weeks. I guess it all centeres around my relationship with one of my friends, who I will call "Mr. Tsu" to protect his identity. So anyway, the reason I am having troubles with Mr. Tsu is because of his melodramatic friend Mrs. Marmalade and his boyfriend Carl Von-Whampanstein, who I will affectionately call Carl.
SO anyway, again, Mr. Tsu and I have had a rocky friendship. The beginning was werid, I used to like him, and we have kissed before. He considers Mrs. Marmalade his best friend and really, if she was, I dont think that he would be as rude behind her back as he is. Basically, this is what happend. Marmalade set Tsu up on a date with Whampanstein and lo and behold they are going out!
First Issue: Jealousy
Lets be real guys. I have been out for three years, then this little puny morongarær or recently outed flesh manages to get a boyfriend. And if that isnt enough, Mr. Tsu likes to flaunt Whampanstein in my face. I think that he is a jerk sometimes, Mr. Tsu...but I can't help but love him...
Second Issue: Mrs. Maramalade
OKAY! Me and Marmalade haven'y gotten along alot, granted, because deep down, I think it is because we really want Mr. Tsu, or want to control him. As far as me liking Mr. Tsu, I am way over him...he is too into looks, but Marmalade persists on keeping to the idea that she is A...I mean Mr. Tsu's Savior d'dieu...Or atleast I hope so. Marmalade is cool at times, she is just to wrapped up in controling Tsu, and her suppoesed best friend, my kinda friend Mrs........Marmalade two...I sware, sometimes they are like twins, but oh well
Thrid Issue: Abandonment
The biggest problem I have with Mr. Tsu is the fact that I feel that now that he has Von-Whampanstein...He doesnt need me as a friend anymore, Like I am disposable. I dunno how that is rational, but it is the way I feel. And no one can argue with that. Tsu-Tsu, you have to get it through your head that I am irreplaceable...and that if you dont wanna be my friend, well, then poo poo on whampanstein!
Well, lets reinnerate...I am not in love...I am not desprate...I am not in need of mental assistance...I am in need of the friend I feel I have lost...Perhaps it was recent, or long ago...but if there was anything I could wish for, it would be that he would not see, as he always does, the outside before the in...Mr. Tsu, I hope this frolic with Whampanstein works out...if not, oh well
I still dont know if I want to be GAY...God take care of that one
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| Esto es Fundamental |
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| 03:00pm 12/10/2002 |
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mood:  energetic
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Esto es fundamental,
es la sangre que tu cuerpo alimenta
Esto es fundamental,
bajate de ahi que esto sale de la tierra
Esto es fundamental,
it's your flesh it's organic potential
Esto es fundamental,
The path to the way of the spirit that awakes now
Hey all,
Just listening to Puya...they are soo cool! okay, byebye |
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| 05:53pm 10/10/2002 |
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Konbanwa Minna-san,
This promises to be, yet again, another really long journal entry. Alot has happened in a month, so, I should start at what happened today...
1: Mrs. Bastain once again is cracking me up. I am on chapter 9 of To Kill a Mockingbird, and Chelle is missing. It sucks, I only get to about the end of the chapter, before I decide to write a note in japanese to nicole, which she of course doesnt read because she is too tired...English class...baka
2: Mr. Holchum is SOO hot, Oh my god. I love his smile and he is very nice, too bad he went to WSU, he could have been dateable. Health is stupid, just like English...
3: Math is fun! Jones always puts a smile on my face, too bad we have to do linear systems. I complain about the graphic method, and he of course says "no graphic method, no points..." I call him sadistic, and move on.
4: Japanese, better known as Nihongo no Kyoshitsu, It is still 4th because now 2nd year has 4th period. Ridgeway, in his infinate wisdom did this...I WANTED 5th PERIOD JAPANESE! Tsumaranai desu!
5: Chemistry, I get a 26 out of 27 on the test...It is nice, but I feel like I will never really understand significant figures...
6: Yearbook! I eat pringles and play around, it is a half day, our day to relax. Nothing is letting up on the "Camilla-miss-I-Am-a-senior-so-I-should-be-editor-in-chief". It is so hard being Editor in chief...being a sophomore. I eat wheat thins with the durkinator, she is soooo cool!
Right now, I am listening to Tooi Kono Machi De...one of my favorite songs...reminds me of chelle, nicole, mrs. durkin, and the fact that I dont need a boyfriend. Guys are so crappy sometimes, even though I am one...I wish I was thinner...I want to do richard simmons tonight, but mostly, I wish I could run
lalalala utao sora wo miagete
lalalala its my life aruiteyukou
Watashi no chikara de susumu
Hate shirai kono michi wo
Translation
lalalala I will sing my song staring at up at the sky
lalalala Watashi no Jinsei Lets walk on it
Using my own strength, I go on this long road
How cool is Sakamoto Maaya!? I love her music, and Ayumi, she is my queen. She is like, what Cher is to most queens, even though I am not a queen and I love Cher. I wish I could go to her concert...God knows even though this is a goodbye tour, she will come back...
Kayguys, now I a more bored...mwah
call me, love ya
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| It has been a while~Ohisashiburi desu yo... |
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| 02:26pm 10/10/2002 |
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HEY KITTIES!
This is jake, comming back to you guys because I love you. I havent been on in like a month, so I should do some SERIOUS revamping. So guess what, I am such a smitten kitten and I want a "lobster" (phoebe connotation for those that dont know) and all I have is..well...crabs, haha..he...IS THIS MIC ON! I think not, CRAP, mom wants me to make food, late lunch today, mwha mwah kittens, talk later...
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| Song I Just Wrote for Myself and No other |
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| 08:56pm 16/09/2002 |
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I feel like
Nothing's gonna get me down
I'm flying in the sky and I am free
Nothing's gonna get me down
Nothing's gonna come my way
My heart is glowing like the sun
Bright enough to give light to everyone
So Bright, An unbeatable light
I feel like
I could dance, I could fly, I could fly away to your heart
I could dance, I could sing, I could fly away to your heart
And I feel like nothing's gonna get me down
I'm flying in the sky and nothing's gonna get me down
Get me down
I feel like
I'm spinning lightly on a cloud
I'm spinning lightly all around
They rhythm of the Air makes my heart skip a beat
And the rhythm takes over me
Takes over me...
And I feel like
I could dance, I could fly, I could sing, I could fly away to your heart
I could dance, I could sing, I could fly away to your heart
And I feel like nothing's gonna get me down
I'm flying in the sky and nothing's gonna get me down
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| Points Update |
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| 09:00pm 12/09/2002 |
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Nicole: 750
Amanda: 250
Anthony: 550
Elie: 350
Kris: 250
Michelle: 250
Terry: 150
Lily: 300
Tom: 250
Tabitha: 100
Chelle: 100
Tracey: 200
Melissa: 150
Casey: 200
No one has yet to take the challenge...1st to call: 500 points...there after divided by 1/2...Take it or leave it...
Challenge will end as of 17-09-02...good luck...
Happy B-day to Chelle! Mwha! |
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| If everything could ever feel this real forever... |
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| 08:06pm 05/09/2002 |
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And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
This song made me happy, thanks Zoom...MUCHAS gracias |
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| Fly Me to the Moon |
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| 04:19pm 05/09/2002 |
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Fly me to the Moon and let me play among the stars, won't you let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars...In other words, Hold my hand, In other words, Darling kiss me, Fill my heart with song and let me sing forever more, cause you were all I longed for, all I worshiped and adored, in other words, please be true, in other words, I love you...
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| 06:09pm 03/09/2002 |
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From Ayumi:
Ano basho ni ikitakutte, tabi ni deru shitaku shite, ato wa tada hitasura hashiritsudzukete
Chikadzukeba chikadzuku hodo, doko to naku kidzukidashite, nano ni mada mite minu furi nante shite
Dakedo mou hikikaesu, koto nante dekinai you na, tokoro made kita koro ni chuucho shidashite
Tachidomaru sore sae mo, kowaku tte kowaresou de, naite ita watashi ni anata ha itta:
Kanashii no ha semete shimau koto da to
I want to go to that place, I've prepared for my journey; all that's left is to start running.
The closer I get, the more I seem to understand, but I still pretend not to see.
But I've come to the point, where I can't turn back,and that's where I hesitate.
Even stopping scares me, Fragile and crying, you said to me:
Being sad is the same as giving up
From Jake:
I am tired of being alone, however, I am too smart for that. Being sad is like giving up...
I am at my crux...and I don't know where to turn...I just wish, I werent doing it alone
But I am a nomad, and I am meant to be alone.
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| Last Lazy Days |
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| 09:53pm 01/09/2002 |
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Tonight, Today, Tomorrow...Tonight is the last night for 2AM globetreker popcorn...sad day...oh wells...
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| Chocokitty Productions! |
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| 07:27am 31/08/2002 |
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Konyanyachiwa!
Jakie is back! and I 7:27 no less...that is right, I went to bed at 1 and got up at 7o'clock because, I just did! isnt that special. Now I am hungry, yet I find my self too lazy to get off my ass and make something, so I think I'll wait until Tita (hawaiian for Sister) gets up so she can make something for my lazy ass. You wanna here something cute? There is this sanrio pet guy that is called "Purin." Now, he is a golden retriever with a beret hat (are you "aww"ing yet?) AND his best friend is a squarel named MUFFIN. To top it off (get ready to aww) purin means...pudding in japanese..listen to his discription:
Purin is a good-natured Golden Retriever who dreams of growing up and becoming a big dog - just like his mother and father! His birthday is April 16th. He spends most of his time either napping or going on walks with his best friend, Muffin. He loves to drink milk and eat foods that are nice and soft - just like pudding!
couldn't you just DIE! I know....too cute. Find more adorable cutesies at Sanrio.com! hehe!
So, on to more pertinant news. I want a boyfriend damnit! I think I deserve one, I am nice, intelligent, punctual, and a good dancer....::frowns:: oh wells, I will have one by senior year, so no worries!
Jya, Dewa
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| POINTS! |
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| 11:15pm 30/08/2002 |
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To all who want to play points and get credit...this site shall be where I post the current standings and players....
Nicole: 150
Amanda: -
Anthony: 100
Elie: -
This year, points prizes games have been assigned. The first of which are:
Read all my journal entrys=100 points
more info...email me
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| CrAzY cOnVo WiTh TrIdEr |
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| 10:24pm 30/08/2002 |
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mood:  ditzy
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Trider Duroval: i'm bored bored bored...
JakeJapboi16: so am I
JakeJapboi16: lol
Trider Duroval: let's jabber and be random for a few moments
JakeJapboi16: play
Trider Duroval: ...stop...
JakeJapboi16: so I was like "hmm submarine sandwiches when he said "Lets HAVE SEX"
Trider Duroval: yeah, then i saw the boot fly out the window
JakeJapboi16: omg! then jesus came and we had a party
JakeJapboi16: he really does it up these days
JakeJapboi16: water to wine you know
Trider Duroval: and then boromir just threw in the dinner plate. that shield of his you know?
Trider Duroval: had a contest, how many twinkies can you put on that thing before it sinks in the wine
JakeJapboi16: omg! I know, and then I was like "bah!" and then the penis came out and before I knew It I was jumping on the sofa naked with legolas
JakeJapboi16: he has a big thing too
JakeJapboi16: like an arrow
JakeJapboi16: ::brang::
Trider Duroval: O.o
Trider Duroval: *BONK*
JakeJapboi16: ::pzankmeow::
Trider Duroval: Leggy lulu is MINE!
JakeJapboi16: ::dies::
Trider Duroval: mwahahaha
JakeJapboi16: okay
JakeJapboi16: that is enought
JakeJapboi16: PLAY
Trider Duroval: huh, i'll bet
Trider Duroval: that other line you said a couple comments earlier was like *SHOCK* O.O *BEEP BEEP*
JakeJapboi16: hehe
Trider Duroval: :-P
Trider Duroval: don't worry, i'm like that sometimes
JakeJapboi16: hehe
Trider Duroval: hummm
Trider Duroval: i'm thinking about what we should add to our website...
Trider Duroval: any ideas?
JakeJapboi16: ummmm
JakeJapboi16: naked men
JakeJapboi16: that is always a good Idea
Trider Duroval: O.o '''
Trider Duroval: ummmmmmm...
Trider Duroval: uhhhhh, i don't think so...
JakeJapboi16: hehe
Trider Duroval: -_-'
Trider Duroval: ehehehe, caught me off guard there Jake
Just Thought I'd put that on here! Fun, maybe we can jump naked on a sofa sometime...you never know!
Muchas Mwah ::bleeps like a goat:: Baaahh!
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| 07:11pm 30/08/2002 |
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Konyanyachiwa!
Jakie san wa akita dayo! Yep, that is right, I am bored, again! It is friday before school, and I am bored out of my mind! What is all this? I think that this happens to everyone. It is a chronic disease like Sadistaria Nervosa [to know the definition, go to entry Sadistaria Nervosa Plauging the Nation]. I worked on the avril fan page me and Lily are doing. It is cool looking so far! Go to it at: <a href="http://avril--lavigne.8m.com>http://avril--lavigne.8m.com</a>! it is really cool right? I know, Lily is the frames queen and I am the content queen. I did pictures, webmasters, and lyrics, which is basically all we have so far, lol, because we only worked on it for the past two days. Just goes to show you the power of HTML! Now, I am going to go and work on the site, so potentially, knowing my overdoingness, you will see a better site then waht I just talked about. Tell all your avril loving friends! Lets all have tea someday!
Muchas Mwah!
Jakie-san
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| 01:53pm 29/08/2002 |
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Jake: Akira -The Morning Sun
Nicole: Mishizuka- Beautiful Silence
Lily: Sayuri-The Small Lily
Terry: Hideaki-The Excellence of Light
Tom: Hikozaemon-The Boy that Guards the Gate
Carmel: Kotsuki-Little Moon
Jobie: Ashihei-The Sufficient Soldier
Alisha: Mikibou-Beautiful Hope
Jing: Eichi-Intelligence
Anthony: Ryuzaburo-The Dragon Against the Wind
Amanda: Chiyeko-Child of a Thousand Happinesses
Kari: Umiko-The Child of the Waters
Michelle: Fuyuko-Winter Child
Kym: Sakurako-Cherry Blossoms
Selina: Mieko- Beautiful Picture Child
Mindy: Namiko-What a Beautiful child
Elie: Takiji- Much Happiness
JT: Yoshimune-Righteous Essence |
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| Summer Reflections |
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| 06:40am 29/08/2002 |
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Hey all. This promises to be my largest entry ever. Let's see, what am I doing right now? Well, I went to sleep at 9:00PM last night, cause I've been staying up to late lately, and I want to get back into school mode (which is going to bed at 10:00) IT is like, 6:40 right now, wow, and I woke up at 6. I made coffee, drank coffee, made an omelete and a bagle, and it is only 6:40. I realize how much of my life I have missed, staying up until 3:30 in the morning, waking up at 11:30AM just to eat lunch and take another nap.
I am listening to Dido right now. One of my really good friends likes dido, and I promised to make him a CD, so now I find my self becoming a fan (High Five to Anthony). That is one of the big lessons I have learned this summmer. REAL friends last forever, all others fade away. You can't base your realtionships on LIES or on FALSE IMPRESSIONS of yourself, but on the truth that never fades. I love my REAL friends: Nicole, Amanda, Anthony, my sister Mindy, Kym, Selina, and Also Michelle, even though she doesn't love me. IF you don't know, me and michelle got into a BIG fight. She thinks I am lower than shit, but you know what? I know I am not. THAT IS another BIG lesson I learned. No ONE can tell me who I am.
AT Business Week, I met LOTS of cool people. I made prolly THREE very special best friends (from shorewood and from olympia) and I asked them what their first impression of me was. Now don't get mad at my brother from Hong Kong, but he said that he thought I was the "typical fat guy." But you know what, we ended up becomming friends anyway...and you wanna know why? because I surpasses what he thought of me, and I embodied who I REALLY was, Me.
My label is the Unread book. People are always looking at the cover, thinking what this book is about, then never reading me. HEY ALL! do I have to spell it out for you, or are you just going to listen and pick me up and read me. I want to be your friend, so don't judge me as a Lier or a FAT guy. I am much more than that.
I guess If I were really a book, I'd be called "The Nomad" because I have traveled so far in lifes deserts, yet, I have got nothing but sand. I wish my book were called "The Hunter" or perhaps "The Hunted..." but it just isn't so. I feel that I am comming into the crux of my life. Will my book change? New chronicles? Perhaps, but only God knows.
You know, now, it is safe to say that I AM A CHRISTIAN, and never swaying from that. I grew up jewish, became a buddhist, then a Pagan and a wiccan, and I found my cup of spirituality was never full until I admitted that I couldn't lean on my self, cause I was weak. Christ has helped me through alot. He has brought me from the brink of suicide into the light of his cross, and for that I am grateful. I don't care what anyone says, Christ is the only way to go. To him his own, however, If you want to know about the gospel, the REAL gospel I might add, not the legalistic forms of Catholicism or the Neo-catholic denominations (Lutheranism, espiscopalianism, and pentacosticism), then talk to me. Now, am I knocking on the catholics or their protestant buddies? No, but I do not believe that "Faith in the Lord, Our God Creator of Heaven and Earth" should be mourned like he Died. That is the whole thing people, he DIDN'T he was raised from the dead, faith mongerers.
EWW, now my stint on Religion is done. Now, I have a new subject to talk about. Depression. I have dealt with this for years, aproximately, since my grandmother died in fifth grade. Now I am going into the tenth grade, that is a WHOLE 5 years. I wish no one ever had to deal with depression, However, we all do at some point I think. But when you have clinical Manic depression Bipolar Episodes (like me) it is too hard to deal with. I have something to say about our mental institutions today (THEY NEED JESUS)...They need to start teaching that the "mentally lost" lost something more than their mind, the lost love and truth, and that is why they went insane...ask anyone who is in western state..."I was never loved..." I am not kidding, I know what I am talking about.
WHOA, I have been typing for a whole 20 mins. What more do I have to say. Ummm, Ummm, Ummm...okay, lets make an outline. This is what I will talk about, for the next 20 mins....
1. Life stinks, get over it
2. My Best friend Michelle
3. My Rock Nicole
4. My Helpers Anthony and Amanda
5. Terry, Lily, and Tom
6. MY crushes
1. Life Stinks, get over it: Okay, I just wanted to put this in here, because it has to be said.
YoU cAN cOmPLAiN b'CuZ rOSeS haVE thORnS, oR yoU CaN rEJOicE b'CUZ thORnS HaVE rOSeS
and one more thing, HAKUNA MATATA, don't live in the past yall, try living in the present and you will do well. Now, on to more pressing business.
2. My Best Friend Michelle: Even though, she hates me, I still remember a time when we loved each other, and dispate the fact she hates me, I STILL love her because you know what, Michelle is so much fun and she never did anything wrong in our relationship, which I HAVE so, ya, she can hate me all she wants, I'll just kill her with kindness, and unrelenting love. Hakuna Matata Michelle.
3. My Rock Nicole: This girl, no words can express the love I have for her...She is my rock...She always knows just what to say to make my day special. I think that Nicole is something you call a Life Long Friend. I want to name my first girl after her (the plan is to name my first girl "Miko Nahi'ana Rene" cause Nicoles Middle name is Rene, and Nahiana is from my sister). Also, Nicole is my unequivacol, BESTEST BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD!!!! Which ever one knows, and shouldn't be jealous about...that includes my other best friends, Anthony and Amanda.
4. My Helpers Anthony and Amanda: These guys (guy and gal btw) what can I say about them. They have helped me become a better person, especially anthony (he knows why). Amanda, you are the queen of the universe and I hope some day a guy recognizes that. Anthony, ditto...(LOL, come on now, realize what ditto means and laugh...hahahah, okay, Hakuna Matata) Anywayz...
5. Terry, Lily, and Tom: These are the brats I met at BW.
To Terry: Always trust the force, and don't worry, there is some righteous Christian Turkey out there who isn't all about the baster and will want to be with you because you are sooo nice and sooo cool (btw, I did talk to some girls at BW and they said that about you too, so don't fret). Also, Hong Kong Kitty, be sure to by me lots of gifts in Hong Kong, cause when I go to Japan, I am going to bring you back a fucking kimono or something. Remember, birthday party, you are invited (that goes for Lily and Tom too).
To Lily: AVRIL AVRIL AVRIL AVRIL! To all the guys I know, this chica is super cool, you should date her (::ahem:: nudges andy ::, I am sorry Lily but you and Andy should get together, because you two would have such cute babies, ooh...look at them ::imagines cute chinese/white children::). Lily and I are Avril Lavigne fans (check out our webpage once it is up). Lily, you are so cool, and I am so glad I met you.
To Tom: Principal Ninja of the Northern Dirty Wild Turkeys (get some thanksgiving brother). You are too cool my scottish compadre (I also endorse Tom, his rapper name is LLcoolTom, so ya, go and get him all my girl people)...ALWAYS STAY COOL! and, dont forget, pagans are cool too, just pick up your bible once in a while (if not a spiritual guide, it is great liturature).
6. MY crushes: Okay, so I have been typing for a whole 20 mins, and I have about five mins to work on crushes. I have two, and once again (survey says) they are Asian. I don't know what it is with me and Kankokujin to Nihonjin to Chugokujin no koneko (for translation: IM me) but, I am so infatuated. So, I have two crushes...
Crush Number One: Kankokujin no Tanpatsu Kawaii (again, IM ME), This guy is really really cute...He acts like he is super cool, when really he is really insecure about himself, I think...ONCE AGAIN, he is straight, so it is not like we will ever get together and have some homosexual lovin, but oh well, it is nice to dream.
Crush Number two: Chugokujin no Tanpatsu Kawaii (mata, IMshite mo made), This guy I can't tell you much about cause I just started to like him ALOT. Put it this way, it is never going to happen, but once again, it is nice to dream.
My Gay Advertizement
I am 6'4", 100% Asian/Pacific Islander and Russian (that is 50%+50%)...I am a versitile bottom boi, who likes to dip into the world of BDSM and S&M (I do dominatricism and Masochism)...I believe in CHRIST, so if we are going to be together, there has to be a love element before SEX and a marrage, cause ya, Christ is my king and he says so. I want a love of my life and this is what I want him to look like:
Ajyajin no tanpatsu Kawaii (Asian with cute short hair), reasonably tall, and super super mad cool personality. I want him to be smart, with proper ettiquite, and cool hair (for me, this is a plus) Also, you must fit the smile catagory of 10 [umm, ask later, once again, IMshite) and we have to fall in love, mutually...
Well, that is enough for 7:31...it has been a whole like, 51 mins, and we have explored a greater part of what Jake is...THIS IS ME, don't try and change me. I have found out that going to bed at Nine is good, cause then I don't wake up too late, and I can do a whole lotta junk today, cause like, I have so much time. BTW, all my friends better get online today before 9pm, cause then I go to bed and I will miss you...so peeps...If I didn't mention you, dont worry, I still love you, and don't be jeleous, just remember, I LOVE YOU ALL, and that is no lie...
JakeJapboi16, signing off...
NINJA TELEPORT!
~~With Love From Above~~To Ai wa Ten no ue ni kara~~
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I can only imagine
What it will be like
When I walk by Your side
I can only imagine
What my eyes will see
When Your face is before me
I can only imagine
Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel
Will I dance for you Jesus, or in awe of You be still
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all
I can only imagine
I can only imagine
When that day comes
And I find myself standing in the Son
I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever, forever worship You
I can only imagine
Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel
Will I dance for you Jesus, or in awe of You be still
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all
I can only imagine
TO MY FRIENDS: This is what I dream of...One day...Just me and Jesus, In heaven, with clothes that fit me and desks that fit me...I will fly with him and not have to worry about anything but me and the lord. I wish that feeling for you all!
Peace and Love from Above
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